Whilst I have known a lot of people in my life on many levels I can truly say that there wouldn’t be anybody that knows my whole storey and this is purely because I very rarely shared my thoughts and feelings with others. Of course there are obvious life events that play out in front of others and situations have become apparent because of circumstances however it was usually on a need to know basis. I was born under the sign of Pisces which I have discovered through the journey of Tarot is so much deeper and given me a sense of purpose of who I am.
“Pisces, a water sign, is the last constellation of the zodiac. It’s symbolized by two fish swimming in opposite directions, representing the constant division of Pisces’s attention between fantasy and reality.
As the final sign, Pisces has absorbed every lesson — the joys and the pains, the hopes and the fears — learned by all of the other signs. This makes these fish the most psychic, empathetic, and compassionate creatures of the astrological wheel. With such immense sensitivity, Pisces can easily become swallowed by emotions and must remember to stay grounded in the material realm (appropriately, Pisces rules the feet).”
https://www.allure.com/story/pisces-zodiac-sign-personality-traits
“Pisces, your soul is ancient — far older than any other zodiac sign. Because you’re the last zodiac sign of the 12, you’re the polar opposite of Aries, whose soul is as young as an infant’s.
Your wisdom, intuition, and creativity all work together to create the higher being that is you, Pisces. Not everyone understands you, but you don’t really want everyone to understand you, anyway.
You’re very in tune with your spiritual side, and you’re constantly in a transformative state that all other zodiac signs wish they could be in. You may not realize it, but everyone looks up to you in some way or another, thanks to your ancient soul.
If you’re an old soul, it means you’re wise beyond your years, and have a better understanding of the world and all its secrets. The age of your soul doesn’t coincide with your actual age, but rather how much your soul has experienced within all of your lifetimes — both now and in the past.
An old soul tends to focus on the bigger picture in life because they know there’s more to this world than getting hung up on the past. Old souls teach others how to embrace change, learn to let go, and how to have an appreciation for the things that matter most in life.
Sometimes, your sign leaves a clue to where you are in the karmic life cycle.
When you list all the zodiac signs in order, Aries is first and Pisces is last.
Aries can be a person with new soul, and Pisces can be here to complete their journey.
Pisces is known for empathy,”
https://www.yourtango.com/2019326677/whatold-soul-zodiac-sign-astrology
Everything that has happened in my life has led me to this point. I recall several visits to Psychics over the years talking about my future and visions of writing a piece of work/book for the world to view and was very sceptical and non-believing at the time because I couldn’t see this in my future. Whilst I went to Psychics for often guidance and needing some sense of hope in my life at times of despair, I was also very mindful of dismissing things that I just couldn’t see at the time. I had no idea the topic was and just somehow assumed it would be work related but as I have learnt the universe and the Divine always have a plan and whilst I have some free will (which I have practiced many times over the years), when I am guided by my higher purpose in life and why I am here on this earth journey I need to stick to my truth and my path here on earth.
I have attempted to do tell my story over the years but had many false starts, fear pushed it back down and the intention was always that it was something that I needed to do but never understanding the purpose and why until now.
This however has not been easy process and I have failed many times due to technology and fear, it has been an uphill battle and many times gave up in the last couple of months.
Because of this insight over the past couple of months once the tower came crashing down because I once again needed to pass a life lesson and ultimately this was the biggest so far and it was my life lesson to learn to love myself wholly, deeply and authentically and call in for myself that I am worthy of love and belonging and connection no matter what.
There were so many moments in this process that I struggled to find the strength and courage to tell my story but like everything I know it was always destined and I had no choice and several times I went kicking and screaming fighting it and resisting the intuiting, my spirit guides and others including all of the Tarot Readers on You tube leading up to this. But with everything I have a purpose here on earth that I had to complete and this is my journey and the body always gets what the body wants, I had to do it because I had to give in to the divine, I am tired and I want to be able to feel peace in my heart. I want my happiness and to get to a point of happiness, joy, love and light I need to also go to the deep and dark and heal from my trauma.
So here goes I am stepping into the Arena once again, I am sure there will be several more Tower moments, I know it won’t be easy and there will be critics and of that that I am sure. What I know for certain is that I am very clear that I will not be engaging or making any sort of contact or communication with anyone from my life who has been a toxic or abusive part of my life story. This is my story and my life purpose and if you are distressed or upset with the content then book yourself in to a counsellor and or Psychiatrist and clean up your mess because until you have done the work that I have, lived the life I have and learnt the lessons to ascend to emotional fulfilment and a higher purpose that I have, I will not engage or tolerate as my boundaries are very clear and that I am sure of.
