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My cup of love for myself is full, my heart is pure and I have learnt the lessons I needed to learn on this earth school, I have achieved my legacy to end generational trauma and not pass onto my children. I have clear boundaries of what I will accept and know my worth and know that I am worthy of love and belonging and connection no matter what. I won’t settle for any less from here on because I deserve better and whatever happens from here on is my destiny and in the hands of my higher power. I always had the power within me to love myself and that was the ultimate lesson for me to learn. I didn’t need to wait for the love of my life to sweep me off my feet or for the perfect loving family to embrace me, I already had the love inside my own heart and just needed to click my heels together three times to feel like home and feel unconditional love deep inside myself.

Forgiveness for me is a word that I have always struggled with and I know that there is a lot of belief that to forgive others who have caused you pain and trauma, you will essentially heal yourself. I have found that whilst some words or healing works for some this way it is not for me. I believe that it’s important to embrace that everyone’s journey is different and what works for some does not work for others.

I am grateful for the understanding that I came into this world with a clear purpose and mission and in order to do this I needed to learn the hardest of lessons and go through the darkest of times. I am grateful for all of the people who came into my life in this journey to help me with this task even though I couldn’t see the reason at the time. I can be grateful that looking back in reflection I have been able to understand that everything had to happen to reach where I am today. Whilst I can appreciate and be grateful for that experience the people in my past were there to complete my journey but will stay in my past and not be in my future because they have served their purpose and that mission is completed.

I also know that I don’t want to have to repeat the mistakes of the past and must go through more life lessons because I have slipped back into allowing others to treat me any less than I absolutely deserve. So whilst I am not forgiving I am understanding of everything that has happened had a purpose for me to learn the lessons of my lifetime to be able to leave a legacy for my children and also to help others in the healing of trauma by sharing my story and my insight so that they may find some compassion and gratitude in them to live their best life possible.

To the universe and the divine and I am very grateful for the love and protection that surrounds me and has given me wings to fly.